When I was little, Nana and I used to make jam and pie and anything else we could think of. So today, I was feeling down and kind of lost, so I went for a long walk all over this farm and looked for blackberries. I picked enough for a big pie and then got to work in the kitchen. This house used to be Nana's house, and while I was working, I could almost see her, all four feet eleven inches of her, on the other side of the kitchen cleaning the berries, or shaping the lattice dough. I remembered how she would leave a trail of berry juice on the counter, and how we would giggle about the dumbest things, or eat more than we cooked. It was a great memory, but it left me missing her more than anything.
Sometimes you just can't get over it, you know? Everything reminds you of a good thing, but then the good thing reminds you that it isn't a part of your life any more... just a memory. Like Nana. And that hurst.
Sunday, August 8, 2010
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